It's been quite some time i updated my blog. Well, it's been quite busy actually... Busy with the theme and the assignments. In 1/2 time i have to go back to college to get ready for the decoration for tuesday and i have a replacement class at 11 am. Haih... Busy, busy, busy.... i have 1 more interview to go, which i keep on forgetting to remind my group mates to call, and i have date lines to rush... Assignments: English(15/10), Front Office (11/10 & 30/10), F&B(1/11)... Waa.... Going to have a break down soon... There are more test coming up too... But nvm, should be ok for the test, only worry bout the assignments, especially those individual assignments.... But i believe i can do it... If i have the dedication to do it... Haha.... :D

Bf is currently helping his father to take care of a stall at Entrepreneus Park, which is near my house... :) i went to have dinner with him and stay with him for a while... He is feeling bored over there as there is nothing that he can do besides reading novels... But, for today, he still can SMS me as his phone still got credit, but his credit is gonna expire today... Haih... It will be back to last time again...

Oh ya, I'm quite broke recently... Run out of money, don't know why... But i still manage to get some from my mom. :P

Yippie!!! Finally, i got the interview for the 5 star hotel. But it's not at Westin Hotel. It is Hotey Maya near KLCC... Hehe... I'm proud of my mom... Lol... Thanks to her and her collegue, Mr Adrian Tan that help me get this Hotel... :)

Besides that, i sill feel a bit upset, because the decoration still a bit not very good... Haha... The table setting is not done yet.. And im like not the RM for that day, cause everything was not planned by me... haha... Haih... Confused and tired....

Scheisse!!!! Everything is out of control now... Why am i facing these type of problems???

Today, Westin hotel just gave me a call and say that they can't make the interview by this week.. And they are only free during the Ramadan Month(spelling correct??)... Scheisse... I was planning to get all the things done by this week, then we can start doing the report... but... haih... Now we have to choose another hotel and i have to call again... Why me??? Why must happen to me??? haih... Stress..... Very stress up..... I really need help, i can't be doing this all alone... I have other work to do as well... Haih... Called Shangrila, but no response yet... I'm quite fed up with this already... Tired of calling, tired of finding hotel, but tired still need to do right? haih...

Michelle, Michelle.... Better start concentrating on your homework now.. No more outing for you...(ya right) and better put yourself together to do your things... Haih.... God bless me.....

For you...
I really need your hug now... But why you say you want me to finish my work 1st woh??? Really want hug and cry ma... Why u don't want to give hug hug woh??? Why woh????

Phew.. Just back from the F&B interview at MV... Quite interesting... Hmm.... Hehe... Well, that goes one, there is 2 more to go, hope can do it by this week... Hopefully can la... Then, maybe on friday i want my group to go back college to do the deco for Tuesday, as we don't have much time to do it on Monday... Well, don't will work out or not.. It seems to be hard to manage (for my group). Haha... Haih... Homeworks, Assignments, Interviews... All are driving me crazy... Don't know can finish it in time or not... Sure can, if i stop blogging now.. Lol... haha... Well, time management really need this time, have to plan everything accordingly... But i still want to go out with bf, and might want to meet up some old pals, well, priority goes to bf la... Lol... haha... :P Don't scold me ar.... I'm just trying to maximize my time with him, as he will be working for next month, God knows what type of work will he choose this time, it will be promoter again, means, no outing on weekends.... :( So, friends, best friends, forgive me for putting bf at 1st place.... :P

Sad... Lost.. What can i do now? Or, shall i ask, What should i do now? Continue be me or change to another me??? I'm really don't know how to communicate with them anymore... I don't want to hurt myself more... Can i just ignore everyone of them, and just live by my own? Can friends really be trusted? What is the meaning of friends? Acting infront of you, pretending to be friendly and then hurt you when u turn away??? I'm really confuse... Is this the way friend suppose to be?

Dear.... Where are you? I really need your hug now... I miss your hug very much... I miss you very much... Please come home quickly... Please....

What a day... Haih.. Not a very happy day... But a very tiring day... Okla, can considered as a normal day... Haha.. Talking nonsense... lol... Today is the International Food Festival for the H&T school... Quite tiring, quite stupid(for me)... I swear i don't want to be in the group with those people anymore... Suffered the whole day and get nothing, end up fighting... Haha... Well, still have to suffer for 2 n 1/2 years... lol... Should be no problem if they don't step my tail.. Since we don't like each other, then don't come talk to me and ask me things... Stay away from me.... Then i will be happy, and you will be happy also... haha... Stop pretending that we like each other, i hate that feeling... So fake...

Today, quite sad, wanted to see him, but when i reach home and call him, he sleeping... Haih... No one to talk to, no one understand how i feel, no one to comfort me... I'm quite hurt actually, although i act like im ok... But still, listen to that still hurts me... Well, people comes and go in my life, doesn't matter anyway... I shouldn't be sad and give up my whole life because of those idiotic people... Or maybe, is my fault after all.... Haih... I will just let it be... Just keep everthing to myself is enough i think... Human beings are complicated... They might be good to you infront, but at the back they start to stab you with a knife... haih... hard to understand.. I don't want to understand also...

Tired, sleepy, body ache, left hand pain.... Arh.....................................

Yesterday went for a part time job at JW Marriot. Although i'm only taking care of beverage. But it is very tiring, I was serving the drinks to the customers. My left hand is very tired because im using it to balance the tray, the tray with the drinks on top is GD heavy.... the whole hand is aching, now even the left part of my back is aching.... But yesterday is a so call good experience la, we experience how JW Marriot scold and treat people... They seriously treat us like dog... Anyway, i only reach home at 2, this is because the stupid bus, wait till 1 o'clock only start moving, then bring us to subang there just to drop few idiots, only turn in to college... Haih... But actually, im very excited at that time, don't know why....

This morning wake up, OMG, my body pain... But i woke up at 8 something, haha... stupid... But sleep again and wake up at 11... haha... But now feel tired again... I still have my german to do... So... Haih.. Lazy la... haha... And my bf now don't know go where, MIA already... Haih... I miss him alot, but he say next week only will go out with me... :( Haih... I really really miss him, i hope he knows that.....

Lol... I'm suppose to post a blog yesterday while waiting for my mum... I was with Nanie, after Yun left, I feel bored because Nanie is sleeping so i slept too... The computer lab is cold and outside is raining... So i put back on my chef cloths to keep warm... I slept till almost 7, then went to washroom with Nanie... Then Nanie went home, left me alone, so i wanted to write a blog bout how boring i am, but my mom came n i can't finish it so i didn't post it, and when i went home, i was already too exhausted to continue typing.. Haha...

Well, my bf forget to miss call me when he reaches home for 2 days... How could he forget bout me... Im sad... I even remind him to call yesterday.. But he still forget.. When im sick worried bout him, he is at cyber cafe already, I thought of going to pm with him yesterday, but.... haih... Well, luckily he chatted with me at night... which is 12 midnight.. He just reach home at that time... So i bugged him to chat with me, im so boring and i wanted to chat so eagerly.. Haha... but we chatted for a while onli, cause he say i need to sleep since i got school in a couple of hours time...

Today, the F/O fidellio class was so call cancelled for me... I wanted to go find him.. But he say don't wan coz got nothing to do.. But, i wanted to see him so much... But i give up lastly... I know he won't come out... I really misses him... but, well, i still can take it up till this point... I will try my best not to find him this sunday, as tommorow, i have a part-time service job during the night.... It's a chinese wedding dinner function... Wow.. i'm looking forward to it... I am sure that i will be tired and exhausted when i get home... But i'm still exciting... Although they say the KLCC job has cancelled (higher pay) but i will still go the wedding function at JW Marriot.... At least gain some experience right??? And i will be glad that Yun and Nanie will be going... :) Well, i think i stop here now... Wish me good luck for tomorrows part-time... Hope i wont spill anything this time... lol... :P

Wuwuwu... I cut my thumb today... Very pain... and today is a very tough day.. I slept at 2 but have to wake up at 6.30... And still my requisition not done yet... Haih.... Then today rush rush rush for the requisition till i actually didnt eat a proper meal... At the end, still not done, have to copy in to the form... Well, i plan to do it... But then, when i went home, i feel dizzy again, i slept for 1 hour plus, wake up feeling my body warm, im having fever... lol... and my home takda panadol.. What a terrible day, cut my finger, pain till nearly fainted, and i can't help my group to do the mis-en-place... (Sorry guys) now fever, and somemore, my mom and bro slept dy, and i have to hang the cloths all by myself, with 9 fingers... lol...

And when i wan to manja my bf, he is at cyber again.. when i reach home, he say he is very busy, but luckily he let me chat with him for a while... Hehe, if not.. he will know what happen...

Haih.. the conculsion is, today is a terrible day.... Hopefully i go to college tomorrow...

Today i had my exam... Deutsch und Front Office. Mein Deutsch ist nitch gut. I forgot some words and the meaning... Haih... This happens when you didnt really study... Und, mein Front Office is just ok... I expect better... But, everything has yet to be confirmed. I have to wait till next week only will know how did i do today. Well, i can't do anything now except of waiting... haha...

Besides exam, i was quite lost today, don't know what should i do next. Tomorrow have to go to the lunch organize by my chef lecturer... He(She) was quite upset when we say no one is going, well, for our future, i decide to go.. haha.. Hope it turn out well la... Und, Ich haben kein $$$ haha... nevermind... Oh ya.. I got my blazer today... At last, after waiting for so long, i get it. But its abit too tight for me, well, i think i shouldn't complain so much, if not kena hit on the head again... Haha... Anyway, glad i got it today, then i can wear it on the scholarship presentation im elften September. Haha...

Ok... Have to get something done this weekend:
1) Bern Presentation
2) PDP exercise(to make notes)
3) Do the questions for interview(restaurant)
4) Do my notes
5)If got time, calculate the ingredients of the theme
6) Have to discuss with Amanda bout her theme tomorrow
7) If got time, do the PDP report
8) Next week have to pay the food fest money und the recruisition form bout the food fest.

Wow.. A bunch of things had to be done by next week... lol
Am i too greedy to do all this things? Haha....

Yesterday i went out with him.. hehe... to One U... haha... But at night.. i seriously miss him alot... I dunno why... I know when i say this, 2 of my best friend will scold me.... because i just see him and im already moaning here already, they can't even see their bfs... haha... Well, you won't know how much you miss him unless you met him right? Aiya...(another knock on the head by 2 of them) Okok... i don't know what got into me... i just miss him alot... and i cried... :P
Well, that's me.... Lol... excuses... haha.... Well, i really hope him can be with me 24 hours...