Haih... Having quite a down mood for this 2 days... Ulcer is getting better but very slow... Still suffering the pain... I think i finish off grapevine things for valentines... Did i? Im lost... haha... Revising and arranging notes today... Planning for the assignments oso.. But haih... Im tired, tired of doing everything alone.. Who can come help me? Anyone that can offer help instead of me asking for help??? Haih... Sian... Everyday same thing to do, same thing to think... haih....

Lost myself again yesterday... Don't know what i want and i hurt him once again... When will i learn? I don't know the answer... Am i trying hard enough to maintain this relationship? I know i hurt him, from the way he treat me, i know... It hurts me too.. But how come i only regret when he treat me like that? really that 犯贱? haih...