I dunno why, I feel so sad after seeing him today... Maybe is because knowing our financial status gonna be one thing that not allowing us to see each other that often. I know he is worried, I'm worried too, but worrying too much for now is a useless thing to do. Although I'm saying that, but i still can't help myself to stop worrying. Well, looks likely my dream is not going to come true during this September. Nevermind that, I should be comforting him instead of being sad in this matter. And, he is feeling sick, that's why he is so quiet today, he even said sorry because he can't buy me something to eat today, I feel so guilty for asking him to buy me food knowing his condition is the same as mine. I wish I could help him to do something bout this, but he won't let me help him much. His egoistic thinking shows again whenever something happens like tat. Well, please please let us get through this together. Please don't leave one of us behind, I want to stay with him through out the highs and lows.

For you,
Please don't leave me behind, I want to be with you all these while and definitely in the future. Please don't shut up the door that opens your heart. We will get through this together, do not worry bout me, I'm old enough to take care of myself. And I know you don't like asking money from others, but when it's desperately needed, please do ask, I don't want you to suffer from hunger. Please please remember that there is still some one out here that is really care bout you. Please do take care of your self. At last, I would like to say, I will always love you like I ever do no matter what happen now or in the future. And, I hope you will too... Cheer up and Get Well!!! ^_^

P.S. It's ok for not buying me food to eat. Don't feel sorry, I can always eat at home. The last thing I want to hear from you is SORRY...