I'm sad actually... He say to me yesterday night that he won't be able to go out with me for the next few weeks... Which is actually he having his final exam... He claims that he will be very busy till no time to accompanied me (which i don't know how true is that)... So... In other words, I'm not going to see him for nearly a month... :'( I still can't get through this... I was crying yesterday night after this news... I feel insecure... I'm very scare he will just leave me now.... We just quarrelled on the sunday, and I'm still in the recovering process but he just say this to me... It hurts... Really hurts... Why must he say it now? Why can't he just spare some time with me??? Even a dinner also he say no time.... How true is that? I don't like to compare but i'm sure if his buddies ask him to go out sure he will have time to go... Why like that??? I really hope that it will not end like what i think.... I must think positively... OPTIMISTIC!!!!! Haih.....


For you,
Please let me trust you; please stay beside me; please do not betray my trust... I'm definitely sure i will be missing you, which i always do, and i hope u will miss me too... Please do not get angry if i start to call you too often... I will try to control my self, and please do not forbid me from calling you... As that is the only way for me to keep in touch with you...
Last but not the least.... I love you, from the bottom of my heart... Ich Liebe Dich...