Desire-ness and Money!!!!!

Desire and money make a lot of changes in making decisions. If you really desire to go a place and you don’t have enough money, you will just find all the ways to go to that place; but if you don’t feel like going to that place, even if you have money you will not go also. For example, going to a certain restaurant to have lunch, if you want to go, even if you know that if you go for that restaurant, you will be brook but you will still go because your desire-ness. In the other hand, if you don’t want to eat at that particular restaurant, even you have enough money you will still say you don’t want to go, and you might just come up with excuses.

But I still agree that money does affect on making decisions to go a place. If you really want to go a place but lack of budget, then you will postpone the plan you have and wait till you have enough money only you will go. But still, your desire-ness of going to that place will not decrease; it’s just only putting it aside. But if you really don’t like that place and don’t feel like going it, you will not going to think about it even though you have enough money.

The conclusion is, desire > money factor, nothing can stop you from doing something or going somewhere; but if money factor > desire, you will not think of it at all, even though your friends ask you to go, you will just find excuses to turn them away.

I went to fun fair yesterday and I do not have enough money to spent, rather than saying this, is actually I feel guilty to spent the money on those games because its too expensive. In the end, I left the place with unhappiness and unsatisfied. What to do? I’m limited budget and I feel guilty if I ask my bf to pay for all this because he needs the money for his studies. Haih… Hate this feeling very much… I want to work!!!! I want to earn money!!!! I want to release stress!!!!! Haih… Who can help me???