Freitag, Dezember 29, 2006

I did a very stupid thing today... Seriously stupid... haha... Here goes the story... Today, my dear work till 2 pm. So after work, while he waiting for bus, he bro saw him and pick him back, so he went home. He told me say very lazy to go out to cyber, and decided to sleep... So i let him sleep, while i will do my japanese homework... Then later on, he told me tonight want to come out 'yum-cha' and ask me to plan, so i arrange and discuss with him. I message him quite awhile but no reply, so i thought he fell asleep, and i called him... I found out that he is at outside, not sure what is he doing. He doesn't want to tell me what is he doing and where is he... He say he is very busy and not free to chat with me and will tell me later. Although i wasnt very sure what is he doing, but i believe him, cause even if he go cyber, he doesnt need to kept it away from me, as i will let him know. So i decide to wait for the answer... After 2 hours, i ask him whether he finish his things or not, but then his replied just lighten up my temper... Maybe because inside my heart actually is already unhappy so with his reply just make me feel worst... And his reply makes me feel like he is angry with me... He still choose not to tell me and i feel more angry... And started to think other things... Before we meet up, i still ask him bout the arrangement tonight, and my message wasn't friendly, he can sense it... Then later on when we meet up, Im still angry bout him and i ignore him.. He tried to talk to me but i dont want to talk to him... But im just acting actually, when i see him, although im angry but i don't mean to really don't care bout him. So after awhile i start talking to him, at 1st my tone wasn't that good. Later when i found out where he have beed and what he done only i know that im really silly and stupid and wrong... The truth is, he saw an advertisement on a paper saying that HP selling printer + thumbdrive with only RM150. So he thought of buying the printer and then the thumbdrive can give to me. He kept it secretly just to give me a suprise. When i know this, i nearly cried. Because i know how foolish i am to misunderstand him and angry because of such a small matter. Although he didnt get to buy the printer because when he went to Plaza Low Yat, the outlet claims that they don't have this promotion or model or somehting like that. Dear say he called HP earlier on to confirm with it, but when he went to the place, don't have. So he went back with bare hands... But Im still touch by his thinking and heart... He wants to give me a suprise, that was unexpected... He is so sweet, and i can feel his love for me so much... I really regret on my attitude and my thinking on him. I should have let him do his things and give him some privacy... I need to change... Seriously need to change...

To dear:
Sorry dear, very sorry... Will you forgive me??? Im so sad now, and im scared i hurt your feelings... But i promise you, i will change and let you have more privacy... ok??? Dear.. Sorry....