My 'lao poh' wrote a blog... It makes me think of my past.. I did the similar thing before... and i waited for a month... In the end, i choose to let go... Its not i don't love him anymore... its just you don't know how to continue the relationship anymore... You have tried so hard and hard till an extend, you will think, how come you are the only one that care bout this relationship? And in the end, you feel exhausted and tired... And i choose to let go... it hurts, indeed, it hurts... it took me more than 2 weeks to stop crying at night and took me more than 1 month to forget the hateness in my heart... I was a bitch that time... I realise it when i really let it go... But, although it hurts, it still make you grow up... It makes you understand that what you really want... And you can only learn from your mistakes by making mistakes... If there is no mistakes, how to learn from it? So do not fear to get hurt or fall, just believe in your heart that you will live a better live ahead... Let go for now doesnt mean you will lose him... He will be yours if he is the right person... Take me for an example, i get back to my ex, because when i get in touch with him again, i realise that, my heart beats for him again, i thought i have no more feeling for him but as time pass by, the feeling came back and this time, i decide not to let him go again.. Although he has a gf that time, but i still be there for him... I even help him to talk to his gf and make them understand each other more... They end up break up, and i started with him after for quite some time... Even now, i will still wonder am i the cause for their break up... But love its like that.. When he want to come, he is here, but when he is gone, you cant even catch him... So, just don't regret anything you did.. Have faith in you that you will have a better tomorrow... Cheer up gal...