Sore throat!!! Throat infection!!! These 2 has been killing me for 2 nights, i've been awake by this 2 sickness for several times. Now it even attack me when im not asleep... Sem starts soon, and im sick!!! how could that be??? Haih... Can only drink more water and rest more and hope it recover soon... haha...

Been thinking for quite some time then only i realize actually im thinking too much... That's nothing to think about... I think... Woke up this morning, try to be as normal as i can, called him, no answer; call again, no answer... This makes me worry... I feel scare that he might still angry of what i say yesterday or he don't care bout me any more... Then i think twice he might be busy playing game and didnt realize it is a call... So i call again for few times, and message him too... But, no reply as well... That freak me out... I get up and went to my bro's room to go online and check whether he is playing or not, but he is not playing in the game... That make me more worry... So, finally, come to the final action, i choose to call him bro... Luckily his bro pick up and i get to talk to him... He is at home and his tone sounded a bit down... But at last i found him... I wanted to talk to him, but he don't seem very up to it... At last, i break down... But get over quite soon, as he went out with friends to play badminton... haih.. And i went out with my friends too... It went on quite well... I know i hurt him... Im trying to change... Trying to think twice before i act... And trying to be the old me instead of being some other people that i can't explain my act.... Hope i can do it... And hope i wont do anything wrong to hurt him again...


To dear:
Sorry... Sorry... Sorry... Sorry... Sorry... Give me some time ok??? SORRY......