Freitag, Dezember 29, 2006

While i was in the process of angry this evening, one thought came to my mind... Do i still love him? If no, then why am i upset because of his little message? Or im just to use to have him? Till i really don't know i need him because i love him or because im use to it.... I really don't like this feeling... I shouldn't be doubting whether i love him or not... I love him... Yes? Ya... I love him... Just that sometimes when a relationship comes to a point, where it doesnt sparks as it use to be and all will just remain as if you are use to it... And all this overtakes your feeling for him. But i am sure now, at this moment, I still love him. And i can double sure that he loves me more and more. More than our previous relationship. That is a good news right? I really need to rearrange my feelings and be sure bout it... But i know i still love him, just need something to prove it... And i should do something to change my attitude... being bitchy this few weeks... Haih... Will change will change...