Today is just another ordinary day... Well, i am as tired as yesterday... I wish i know why... Well, he went out with his friend again, and that was after i asked him out and he rejected me... How sad... And how cruel is he... He rather to go out with his friends than me... Well, maybe it's because of me... Anyway, to my suprise, I wasn't angry at all, and the tears that i cry was so fake till i know that i'm actually faking it... haha... I called him a few times as usuall, and maybe he thought i'm still angry so he did not pick up one of my call, but then i messaged him and tell him im not angry only he pick up my call... And, guess what??? He say he will go out with me tomorrow... And the moment i confirm with him, I cried... For real, this time i cried from my heart, really crying.... Well it's alright after all... At least i get to see him tomorrow... haha.... :P


P.S : When i found out i'm not angry, i was so scare cause i can't feel anything, not sad or angry at all, i was afraid that i might just don't love him anymore, but luckily in the end it went on alright... I just like to be silly sometimes... Hehe....