On Sunday night, i have a quarrel with him... A stupid quarrel with no conclusion... Haih... Everytime quarrel with him will be like this... But im glad that we are back to normal after that quarrel, or maybe, the serious problem has not occured yet. I was crying at that night, and i was afraid to fall asleep because i fear there might be a bad news the next day. That night, he refuse to reply my messages and off his phone and he say we only talk on the next day. That is why i am so afraid. I afraid i might just lose him. I did not have a good night sleep... The next morning i message him with fear and hoping that he reply my message, but he didnt. I was very upset till i call him and he talk to me... Luckily... I was relief but still the fear has not pass... I wanted to talk bout it but then i scare we will end up to the same situation again. Haih... but i'm still glad that its over.

He is starting to work as a promoter again on Saturday, which means, no genting for me, no teman-temaning for me also... haih... but to him suprise, i think, i did not get angry nor sad... i just accept it, that is because i already expected when i know he is going for the interview. But i still hope that he will find time to teman me la... Hehe..