I cried twice today... Haha... Nervouse breakdown... I cried quite long time for the second time... Cried on the phone, cried to him... Luckily he did not just hang up the phone... haha... He stay there to accompanied me, he knows that im under pressure. He also knows that I need him... Im glad he is here... Can't imagine if he is far far away from me, really can't live without him. What will my life be if I'm without him? Some will say it will be the same, but for me, i say it won't. Without him, i will not be going out so often; Without him, i will be lonely at home; Without him, i will have nothing to look forward for in the future besides studies; without him, i wll be doing all those things my own, with no one to comfort and no one to accompanied. Maybe some of you will say that i still have friends. But again, friends might not be the same as a boyfriend. I love you, hubby... Love you very much... Thank you for accepting me once again. Thank you for loving me although you won't say i love you to me. Thank you for forgiving me for all my mistakes and rudeness.. Thank you for being so caring. Thank you for being so patient to me. Thank you for your willingness on walking the same path as mine... Thank you... Muaks....