I feel so tired... tired of waiting to finish up the assignments, tired of taking care of things, tired of everything around me.. I just want to hug him and go have fun with him now... His work shift today is 9 to 2 only, I wish i can go see him... I wish i can go have a movie with him... It is an opportunity to be with him. Like Yun say, i should appreciate opportunity to have time go pak toh with him. She say i should go pak toh whenever i can if i have the time. Haih... If can who dont want woh... But i feel bad if i dont help out for the deco and go out with him, yes i will be happy because i will be with him, but when i go back to college, what will happen? haih... Can't tahan the pressure la... I don't want to be like this... Can the plan suddenlly change ar? or can he have time to teman me tomorrow? i really want to see him la... haih...