I got my hair cut... Haha... Wanted to trim for quite some time but always feel lazy to go and don't have the 'umph' to go... haha... Yesterday i follow my mom out to get our car tyre changed and we went to shop around OUG there... Then when we come back, my mom park the car opposite the saloon, so i just make up my mind and go have my hair cut... My intention is just to cut short my front hair and trim a bit on the back... But the hair dresser seems like very interested to do my hair so i let her do, but my hair must be long enough to tie up... And ther result is---- i like my new hair style... Hehe... While cutting my hair, dear ask me not to cut till too short, haha... I guess guys always like gals with long hair right? hmm... hehe...

Oh ya, i bought a new pants while shopping at the shoplots yesterday afternoon... Its a casual pants, bought it just to wear for fun... haha, maybe going somewhere which is cold or maybe even when i go dating also can wear.. haha... hmm... Maybe i should wear this Sunday when i go countdown at Sg Wang... Im following dear, he promise to bring me... haha... I like fireworks.. So i wanted to go there, to watch fireworks... Alot of my dear's gang will be going too... I think im the only gal in the group... haha... Don't want to make me feel that he have to take care of me... Want him to have fun... Haha... Hmm... What else i want to drop down? I think thats all... Haha.. OH ya... one more.. he allow me to go watch him play football tomorrow mornign... Haha... Yeah... can see him play football again... But the fact is i tell him i go there jogging... lol... Haih.. no choice la... have to jog tomorrow.. haha... ble.... Ok, that's all for now...

While i was in the process of angry this evening, one thought came to my mind... Do i still love him? If no, then why am i upset because of his little message? Or im just to use to have him? Till i really don't know i need him because i love him or because im use to it.... I really don't like this feeling... I shouldn't be doubting whether i love him or not... I love him... Yes? Ya... I love him... Just that sometimes when a relationship comes to a point, where it doesnt sparks as it use to be and all will just remain as if you are use to it... And all this overtakes your feeling for him. But i am sure now, at this moment, I still love him. And i can double sure that he loves me more and more. More than our previous relationship. That is a good news right? I really need to rearrange my feelings and be sure bout it... But i know i still love him, just need something to prove it... And i should do something to change my attitude... being bitchy this few weeks... Haih... Will change will change...

I did a very stupid thing today... Seriously stupid... haha... Here goes the story... Today, my dear work till 2 pm. So after work, while he waiting for bus, he bro saw him and pick him back, so he went home. He told me say very lazy to go out to cyber, and decided to sleep... So i let him sleep, while i will do my japanese homework... Then later on, he told me tonight want to come out 'yum-cha' and ask me to plan, so i arrange and discuss with him. I message him quite awhile but no reply, so i thought he fell asleep, and i called him... I found out that he is at outside, not sure what is he doing. He doesn't want to tell me what is he doing and where is he... He say he is very busy and not free to chat with me and will tell me later. Although i wasnt very sure what is he doing, but i believe him, cause even if he go cyber, he doesnt need to kept it away from me, as i will let him know. So i decide to wait for the answer... After 2 hours, i ask him whether he finish his things or not, but then his replied just lighten up my temper... Maybe because inside my heart actually is already unhappy so with his reply just make me feel worst... And his reply makes me feel like he is angry with me... He still choose not to tell me and i feel more angry... And started to think other things... Before we meet up, i still ask him bout the arrangement tonight, and my message wasn't friendly, he can sense it... Then later on when we meet up, Im still angry bout him and i ignore him.. He tried to talk to me but i dont want to talk to him... But im just acting actually, when i see him, although im angry but i don't mean to really don't care bout him. So after awhile i start talking to him, at 1st my tone wasn't that good. Later when i found out where he have beed and what he done only i know that im really silly and stupid and wrong... The truth is, he saw an advertisement on a paper saying that HP selling printer + thumbdrive with only RM150. So he thought of buying the printer and then the thumbdrive can give to me. He kept it secretly just to give me a suprise. When i know this, i nearly cried. Because i know how foolish i am to misunderstand him and angry because of such a small matter. Although he didnt get to buy the printer because when he went to Plaza Low Yat, the outlet claims that they don't have this promotion or model or somehting like that. Dear say he called HP earlier on to confirm with it, but when he went to the place, don't have. So he went back with bare hands... But Im still touch by his thinking and heart... He wants to give me a suprise, that was unexpected... He is so sweet, and i can feel his love for me so much... I really regret on my attitude and my thinking on him. I should have let him do his things and give him some privacy... I need to change... Seriously need to change...

To dear:
Sorry dear, very sorry... Will you forgive me??? Im so sad now, and im scared i hurt your feelings... But i promise you, i will change and let you have more privacy... ok??? Dear.. Sorry....

Im back, Im back, Im back!!!! haha... lol... actually back yesterday, not today... but today only got mood to update blog... Muahaha.... Well is my penang trip ok??? hmm... Still quite good... Babysitting my cousins alot... Spent on them alot too.... :S Haha... but, I still managed to buy something for dear... As he requested... But i lost one of it... hopefully is i drop it in the car... How clumsy can i be when it is the most important present that i wanted to give him... Haih... Pictures are not ready yet... No time, maybe later or tomorrow will post up... Haha... And, em... dear bought me Christmas Present!!! haha.. that is unexpected... Another couple shirt which the pictures are link when you put the 2 shirts together... Hmm... Will take down a picture of mine and show... haha... Today went to Mid Valley, ate Kim Gary, watched 2 movies (back to back), ate McDonald and went home... Haha... Spend alot of his money i think... But he don't want me to calculate so much... Am i too calculative? But im just worry bout him future... Bout his next sem weather he have enough money to use or not... Well, nevermind then if he don't want me to be so calculative.. Haha... I will spend all his money so he wont have money to go cyber... Muahahahah.... Going to KL town on sunday, New Year Eve countdown... this means FIREWORKS!!!!! haha... my favourite scene... hmm... hopefully it wont rain.... (begging the sky) Haha... Okla... enough for now.. I didnt curi tulang ar... Got update blog dy... hahah... ble...

Tomorrow going penang dy... Wont be here for christmas... And will be back on wednesday... Hmm... Will gonna miss him alot alot... Hope he knows that... And im going to miss the internet alot too... My blog, my friendster, my msn... haih... But i think i can online there, hmm... will try my best... haha... Go there, main purpose is to eat... haha... Must grow fat abit then when next sem come, wont stress down so much... muahaha... Anyone want souveniors? hmm, penang nothing to buy rite? nvm, will bring some Qatar chocolates and drinks to college... Hehe.. See i soooo goood... haha... ble... well, nothing much to write, woke up at 10, need to do my japanese, today got class; tonight will be going to my uncle (father side) house for dinner, then will be going to penang in the morning straight... Haih... Hope can see him tonight... Is that possible?? well, hard to say... Haha... anyway... Hope i wont be bored over there, but still nevermind, can miss him.. Muahaha... Ciao.....

My dad is back!!!! haha... He came back with 2 luggage and not one suit of cloth is in it... What did he keep in the luggage??? hmm... he kept it as a secret till he reach home.. haha... When we open up his luggage, guess what?? 1 is full of drinks, can drinks and juice milk... haha... the other one is full of chocolate and sweets... haha... Unexpected??? ya.. abit.. its all from Qatar - Doha... haha... hmm... what else??? oh ya, he bought each one of us a watch... haha... mine is the similiar to my moms, same design diff colour.. haha... He went straight to eat Bak Kut Teh in Klang right after airport... He say he didnt eat pork for 4 months, have to eat... haha... His hair was long, didnt trim for 4 months, went home and trimmed at the saloon then went to bed... Haha... I was quite excited actually... but now like cooled down already.. .haha... Quite busy these few days.. but trying to spend some time with dear.. hope he cooperate la.. haha... :P

My dad is coming back today... He changed his flight... In 20 minutes time i will off to the airport to fetch him... He will be in Malaysia for 2 weeks, well, means no outing so much for 2 weeks.. haha... Will be going to Penang on Sunday, from what my mom say... But plan maybe changed... So depends on the situation, but im sure that i will be here for New Year Eve countdown.... I want to watch fireworks, and my bf promised me to bring me... Well... Talking bout him, how good it can be if he willing to eat dinner with my dad, my whole family... but, im still persuading him... Still on the way... Haha... if he is not that shy and he willing to have dinner with them, then i will feel much better about this relationship, at least, i no need to hide from my dad... haha.. Im still wondering whether my mom tell him anything or not... hmm... Anyway... I will keep on my mission untill its complete.. haha...

What about my japanese classes? hmm... i just reach 1 month of that class, but it seems like been for ages, not because of its hard, but its because ive been going too many classes in a week, make me feel like ive been learning for months... From what ive known... I pick up quite fast, I use 1 month to finish off 4 months class.. and yesterday's class, im abit stress cause been absorbing too much... haha... But i will try my best to catch up as fast as i can, so that when sem starts, it will slow down... hehe... Gambateh to me....

Hehe.. Since Nanie know her results dy, then i can really really happy to say that, CONGRATS to everyone in our class... Ok... Since Yun say so, so im will conciderate to buy something for everyone to eat... hehe... But pitty me abit la... have to spend money le.. So let me think bout it 1st, see got money or not 1st ar... hehe.. once again... CONGRATS....

Suddenly thought of something... Just figure out that actually my dear rarely trust people and he seldom let them see his childish side... But i'm still glad that he have few friends that he really trusted and can share his happiness and sadness with them... :) Just wan to drop down this as a memory...

Yeah yeah... Results are out... Yippie... Haha... At least im out of worries... haha... Should learn my lessons, so next year can do better... Haha... Anyway, im happy of it... haha... Thanks to Christina for calling me and letting me know the results... haha... Glad she call... haha... Anyway, feel abit sorry for not asking for Nanie's result... Don't be angry ya... :P Anyway... THANK YOU to all the lecturers... Happy holidays, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone... Hope to start class soon... haha... shouldn't be long now... lol... Tchuss...

Yesterday, went out with 1 ex-senior to the 海螺15 anniversary concert. Because the senior is a guy, and the concert is at night, he don't let me go... But i asked him a few times and he unwillingly let me go... I really wanted to go, so i didnt think twice then i go... I had a great time there... mainly singing haha... Then when i come back.. I can feel that he is not that happy bout it... I understand that, but if he really don't like it, how come he let me go? And he say he will go out with another gal next time... haih... I just want to go out have fun, i don't want to stay at home... And i go out when he is not free, not that when he is free and i still go out with my friends... Not like him, free also no teman me, prefer to play com than teman me... Haih... Is it mean that i cannot go out with my other boy-friends? Then might as well i dont make friends with boys la... Better still... Haih... Very tired and exhausted yesterday night, so don't want to talk to him so much and i slept... This morning i wake up and miss call him, he msg and i replied too.. But because he is at cyber again, and as usual, might not reply my msg or late reply, so i brought up yesterdays matter again.. I know i should just let it go, but somehow, i really not happy bout it... And haha, because he is busy playing, so im the only one that arguing about it. In the end im still the one that say sorry... Very stupid rite? haih... Teach me what to do please....

Haha... This kiss was from biyan, but given by dear, because she's not there... Haha... Love this pic very much... lol... :P

This is the song that we both sang... I like the chorus part, he sang to me... I love you too dear...

梁山伯与茱丽叶 by 卓文萱 & 曹葛

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞 我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说 我愿意

千言万语里 只有一句话能表白我的心
千言万语里 只有一句话就能够让我们 相偎相依

*我爱你 你是我的茱丽叶 (茱丽叶)
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天 浪漫的每一夜
把爱 永远 不放开 i love you

我爱你 你是我的罗密欧 (罗密欧)
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天 浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来*

为什么你还是不言不语 (不言不语)
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说 我愿意

Guess what i did yesterday???? Haha... I stay at home with him till my bro back, 4pm at the afternoon... Hehe... Then we went out to cyber cafe... Play game with him and then till 8, we went to Sri Petaling's pm... Ate durian for my dinner, then walked the pm, bought something else... Then went home at 11... Haha... That's how i pass my birthday... Suprise?? Nah... Expected to be like that... But i spend time with him.. That's is the most important part... Hehe... Spend alot... haha... that was unexpected... But i returned him the RM 50 that he gave me secretly... Planned to tell him this morning, but he found out yesterday night... I told him he need it more than me... So i asked him to keep, and i promise if i need i will take from him... haha... That's my day... My 20th birthday... Quiet (on the actual day) but sweet and lovely... Hehe.... Thanks to everyone that wishes me and bring joy to me... Thank you all very much...

P.S: Oh ya... Want to see pictures? Go to my friendster and the photo albums... hehe... Lazy to post up here la... lol :P

I'm very happy today.. Hehe... Went out with friends and dear to Redbox Karaoke, celebrate my birthday.. Hehe... He came over to my house this morning, ate breakfast outside then stay at my house for awhile till 11am... Then i go pick up my friends and then we headed down to KL, Low Yat Plaza... As usual, it jammed... But still ok... Reach there early so headed to eat my beloved fishball... hehe... Started singing at 1pm and end at 4pm... Half way through it, my best friend chiung, and her bf, fei, went out for quite sometime, i suspect something but then my bf don't want to tell me... Then when they come back, the karaoke staff brought in a cake and the tv screen started to show Happy B'day song... I was like :O, shocked and touched... I didnt think of that will happen... haha.. Then i cried... lol... They sang the song to me and i make my wish and cut the cake... Hehe... I didnt really think of what wish should i make so it was quite messy actually... Haha... I enjoyed and its cheap during this time to go to redbox and have fun... haha... Afterthat, we went to Sungai Wang's KFC to have someting to eat, as many of them didnt eat for lunch and they did not have time to eat... About 5.30pm, my bf say goodbye to me and went to work... Oh, forgotten a important part. I brought camera and got 1 picture is he kissed me on the cheek... Hehe... :P... (Happy, Sweet, Flattered!!!!!) Back to the story, after KFC, we went back to Timesquare because we are ready to go home... We take pic at the Christmas tree and went home after that.. I had a great time today... Really thanks to all of them that come... The organizer, Chiung; my bf, Yew; bf's twin bro, fei; the other driver, Kei; bf's buddy, Kok Leong; and my girlfriend, Yee Kuan, Yin Wen, Shyun Shuk, Seok Mei... Thank to you all, i enjoyed alot today... Hope you all had a great time too... :) May all your wish come through... God bless everyone of you... :) Cheers...

P.S: Happy 20th Birthday, Michelle.... ;P

Yeah... i finished my japanese phoenetics... In only 3-4 class!!!! shock??? haha.. me too... but its not that easy, i swear.. remembering all those wording and their pronunctiation... then when they are separted and form to some meaningful words, die.... haha... But i have time to catch up... having nothing to do at home, so can practice and practice... hehe... Since now im in Lvl 1 dy, better do well during the holidays, if not, later sem starts i will be having trouble dy... Haha...

Monday, going out with my ex class mates, they are celebrating my b'day, at redbox karaoke... Hmm.. funny, how come i didnt get my b'day voucher this year??? Is it because i didnt use my card b4 so they just cut it off?? hmm... nvm, ahha... But my honey will be working for the whole day, because his department is having a fair outside metrojaya, so he needs to work for longer hours... Should be ok for me la.. But, somehow, i still want him to come...

Oh ya, my darling going to penang le... Haha... hope she have fun la, and must take care oh,... now alreaday sick, dont get worst there... Enjoy there la... As for another babe, hmm... she should be busy reading her novels and having fun at all her relatives wedding la... Haha... Enjoy la... better than me sitting at home, facing the computer and my japanese notes... lol...

As for tuesday, i really have no idea what to do... I told him to come to my house only, but i think he knows i actually wanted to go out. But nvm... will see how on that day... Yesterday miss him so much so msg him saying that wanted to see him after his work while he is at work.. haha... And indeed we did see each other... Went to mamak, had supper, chatted a while. I asked him did he withdraw yesterday, he ask me how i know about it, i told him because he asked me do i need money from him... Haha.. very easy to guess.... He say he needed money to buy present for me. But i told him not to buy, he say still need to buy, because its my b'day... I was very flattered after he say that... Because, gals are always faking about their feelings, the more they want something, the more they will say that they don't want (口是心非). That's why, don't trust gals so much... lol... Haha... This means that, he knows what am i thinking... Haha... ^_^

What ever it is, i just don't want to pass my b'day with loneliness and boredness.. Haha... this year should be okla.. as he is with me... :P Haven think of my b'day wish yet... haha... shall think these 2 days... lol...

Hmm... a great suprise to see that an old friend read my blog and commented... Thx darling...

Im not trying to control him, just that, im worry bout his future, and indirectly, i act like im controling him. But, im not having a good time also, im not enjoying. I kept all my needs and wants to myself, dare not tell him, cause all those things will need to spend money and money is the major problem for him and for me... Im trying to let go all my needs but i end up not being happy. Its not enough for him to accompany me, i want more. I want outing, I want genting, I want to have fun, I want to play... But all these, needs money. I told him i don't want a present, but only i know, actually i really want a present, but... I told him tuesday come to my house will do, but now, knowing that he needs to work full on monday, makes me think that, will i be happy if he just come over to my house and he end up playing the computer?? I even come across of having a b'day cake, by him... Ha!!! how come what ever i think needs money??? Can i do something that is not related to money??? Didnt go genting, because of money; no movie, because of money... All is because of money, Im tired of this situation... I don't like being this way... How come the part time job is not on??? Haih... Maybe i should just forget bout his future thingy and have fun at this moment, at least, i enjoy and im happy... Maybe, something to think of tonight dy...

Bored, bored, bored... another boring day... Haha..

He work till 2 today, i was struggling whether to follow my bro to timesquare and look for him or not, but as i think twice, i think we will spend more, if i go find him like that, so i choose not to go... Waited till 2, he finished work, called him and asked what he going to do, he say depends on me whether i got any plan, I told him, i wanted him to come to my house, but what is the point for coming over for a few hours then he go back??? So, i let him go to cyber, again... A lot of you will say that i should not let him go to cyber, but i don't know why, i don't want to control him so much... Even like that day, he played for the whole night without sleeping, and im not angry at all... Haha... Funny right? haih... But, hopefully, when the new sem starts, he wont be playing as much as he is now... Hopefully la... Praying hard.....

Oh, Chiung say want to celebrate my b'day on monday, which he might be busy working. But on tuesday will be his off day. So, although i wish that he can come on monday, and also accompany me on tuesday, but still, he needs to work, so, i will have to let go one day, I want him to accompany me on tuesday, cause i really dont want to be lonely on my birthday, like last year... I want to go out, and at least, im not alone... I know its impossible for him to off 2 days, i know... So, no matter how much i want him to go, i wont tell him...

To you:
I know you are having a hard time now, with my this kind attitude, because you don't know what i want. Actually, I know what i want, but im afraid that, if i follow my heart, it will be harder for you after that... So, i choose to keep quite... Sorry dear... Really really sorry...

This is a long and boring entry, if you don't have the patience to read, then just leave it, writing blog doesnt mean you need people to read or comment, its just a note of my feeling at that particular moment... That's all...

Went out to find him, as he ask to... Acting awkward since this morning, after knowing we can't do anything without money. Saw the watch he intended to buy, its a fake one, differentiate by its spelling, so i told him not worth it to buy... Then he bought one watch for his sis's friend (she asked him to) and another one for his bro... After that, we headed outside for his lunch, on the way he remember that once i said, today has a movie start showing, he wanted to go watch the movie, but then i remind him that i have class today and he needs to rest, nevertheless, he dont have much money to spend left. I rejected him, although my heart tried to convinced me to go for it, I don't want him to suffer for the next 3 weeks. But later, he wanted to go find another present for me, i told him why don't he keep the money and celebrate my birthday with me, instead of spending on present and later on no money to celebrate. He say he will have money afterall... But i just keep walking outside. He asked me what do i want to eat, i told him i eat already, although i just eat quite early but im not hungry and i don't feel like eating, and i want him to eat more... I think he sense something is wrong but i don't know what is he thinking about it. He asked me what i wan to do on next tuesday, i say, just come to my house will do... (very stupid right???) before this i teased him bout the genting trip, i say nvm, just wait for another year will do, already waited for 1 year so no harm waiting for another... Hehe... Then he ask me suddenly where did i want to go, he will sure bring me. But i know, i won't let him do that. He remembered that i wanted to borrow some novels to pass my time, but in the end, we didnt go, maybe not today... On the way to the carpark, his buddy called, but too late for him to pick up, so he used my hp to call him back, i told him i will call, and i asked his buddy why he look for him, but he took the phone back from me. I know they plan to go cyber again so i looked at him and he looked at me, trying to act nothing... Then he told his buddy later only talk about this... When he ended the call, i told him, so boss, now going to cyber is it? he say no.. going home, i say, means cyber. He say he is not going... But somewhere in my heart, i know he will go, not now, but later... he slept through out the journey to his house, and we hugged, and i told him, just go have fun if he wants (am i spoiling him???) Then i went off... But then he called, say he left the watches... So i went back and give him... He wanted me to stay for awhile, so i did... He found out that i wasn't too happy bout something, he try to ask, but i just pretend there is nothing happened, then his buddy and his bro are back, then i say i shall go, and i told him he can go play, but must inform me, cause i will be worried... Then i went home, didn't dare to message him cause he is sleeping and i took a nap, but woke up by the rain... Haih... Misses him alot, and wanted to go have fun alot, but i don't want him to use up his money because i wanted to have fun and he suffer for next month when college starts... So, im not going to spent his money alot, no matter how deep i wanted to do something. He even asked me to follow the classmates to penang where he will sponsor me the money... I rejected him and ask, why you want to spent money on me to let me have fun with other people? i told him i rather him to save the money and bring me to somewhere... Haih... I don't know what am i doing is correct or wrong, is it stupid or not, but i just don't want him to suffer so much for his new semester and he is moving out already, needs to use more money... Hopefully he knows what am i thinking...

To you:
Sorry dear, i didnt mean to reject you all the way, just that, don't want u to spend so much money on me and then you suffer your self.... I just want you to be at my side, what ever we do does not matter. With you, i feel save and warm... That is i want the most...

Haha... As i expected, what ever that has been plan will not turn out to be the plan... Haha... Is it everytime have to be like that? You cant plan things early because it might not work??? I seriously have to get use of this situation, if not, sure will die in all those disappoinments... Haih...

No money, is the main thing that make all the plan works... Supposingly, should have a part time job, but cancelled, income gone.... That's why cannot carry out all those plan... No credit card, staying in genting will be gone also... No money, no celebration, no outing, no having fun... Haha... I think, i should just stay at home, do my spider web producer, producing spider web everywhere... lol... Haih...

Nevermind la, after all, at least i know, someone did try to arrange something... Haha... but, sometimes, it just cant be the way it is... Getting use to it.... Getting use to it....

Haih... The day started good, but, ended bad... Not that bad, but just ruin my day... Why can't he msg me before he started to play his game, can't he just spare a minute to msg me? Telling me that he will play game now, so that i wont be waiting for his reply? Why can't he just tell me, i waited, and waited for his reply, don't know whether is he out of credit or maybe fall asleep... When i called, he didnt pick up, that makes me more worry bout him... But he didnt care bout what i feel, at least for this time... Haih... Maybe im asking too much from him, he would say something like this... He will say im always manja him too much... But i just want a msg to tell me he will be busy, at least not like now, waiting for his msg again, and i know he wouldnt reply after 12, cos his credit expired... Ishh......... haih.... What ever la....

Haih... BOred bored bored to death.... Help!!!!!!! I cannot stand this for a month, not a single day... I wish i got something to do now, at least its busy but im happy... Not like this when im too free and nothing to do, it make me feel tired.... Haih... I want school!!!! I wan work!!!! I wan outing!!!! I wan something!!!!! Help me!!!!!! haih... Shall i go to penang with them or not? haih... Really cant make up my mind... If i go penang, i will be 4 days out of town, then i wont be so boring at home, but, i will be missing him for 4 days, and especially on my birthday, and i will be going penang again when my dad is back... haih... But if i don't go, i will be only maybe meeting him, and will be only maybe going to genting on my b'day... Haih... which one has more advantages??? Haih.. Really need to put up a poll and ask... shall i or shall i not???? haha... Help me!!!!!!

Found this picture from a forum, have a strong feeling of it... So decided to post up, deleted friendster post, because its not appropriate to post anything related to him there anymore... Anyway, come back to this pic, hope he will see it, although he won't, but still, just to keep it as a memory to me...

Yeah!!!! finally exam finished... But, suddenly unfocused, cause no more things to be rush or do now... Lucky next week got part time to do, and then just have to wait for my birthday, then 2 weeks don't know do wat, then my father is back, then family vacation, then new year eve count down, then new sem starts... haha... Now what i need to do is find things to do on the 2 weeks.... haha... Oh, almost forgotten, i bought few game cds, can play hahah... :P.... But the most important thing is, hopefully i have more time to spend with him la... hehe...Oh ya, have to memorize my japanese oso... damn lot of things to memorize.. haha... well, i think my blank week is not that blank also... lol... haha....
He say he plan to buy me a ring, but, the ring is just for me, not a pair... I wanted a pair so that he can have one too... Haih... How ar? the ring is quite expensive also... Actually, i wanted a ring from him quite sometime dy, he always say not the time yet... I was so flattered when he say he waant to buy me a ring... I feel like im being recognize now... haha... gila betul... but think twice, if its only a ring instead of 1 pair, i rather he buy me later, and its RM 70 with 30% off... haih.... Give me some feedback, telling me whether should let him buy that ring or not... If no, what other thing he can get for me as present?